Monday, June 29, 2009
Monday What?
TWO HOURS weyh! buntut cramp.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Urbanscape
juga tempat untuk berjumpa semula dengan rakan-rakan yang sudah hampir berabad kurun tidak berjumpa.
walaupun tidak tidur semalaman kerana berusaha dengan gigihnya membakar kuih. its all worth going eventhough i can hardly open my eyes. i was forcing myself all day long.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Rejab
one of the last videos he created. never a disappointment. he will be remembered! always. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahman. al-fatihah.
for those who are still living under their beds, he converted himself to Islam and had been a devoted Muslim ever since.
the ironic thing was, my sister and I watched all his videos before we went to bed yesterday night. we even sang all his songs while putting ourself to sleep enjoying every bits of it.
tuhan lebih menyanyaginya.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Bodoh, Bangang dan segala yang bermula dengan huruf B
dan kenapa pula engkau kata engkau yang pening kepala?
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Saya Marah
tidak kiralah bekerja sebagai tukang cuci tandas sekali pun, kalau ianya dihargai tentu ia akan membawa kepada sesuatu yang lebih baik. kerana tukang cuci itu juga punca rezki yang lebih baik daripada duduk rumah cungkil gigi. ini tidak, yang ada hanya ngomel. mengomel itu ini. usaha tak mahu. yang tahu nak cakap orang itu salah, orang ini salah. yang engkau tu tak pernah salah ke? kau pikir kau malaikat. nabi pon kadang-kadang buat salah.
dulu, aku juga tidak pernah mahu belajar untuk menghargai hidup. sikit-sikit nak blame orang-orang yang aku rasa aku patut blame. but there was a time where thunder suddenly strike me hard and made me realize that life isn't just about living it. it was meant to be something meaningful sebab akhirnya aku berkesedaran bahawa aku tidak mahu mati tanpa pernah membuat apa-apa dalam hidup selain menjadi manusia yang hanya ada pada namanya sahaja. bukanlah juga aku mahu diingati sebagai seorang pembangun bangsa. itu sesungguhnya tidak mungkin but what i mean is, i want to die with a smile on my face, just like arwah nenek. dan aku juga tidak mahu orang lain bersujud syukur ke atas kematian aku. minta simpang.
kau bilang prinsip hidup kau live life to the fullest. tapi dah fullest habis ke hidup kau? kalau yang kau hanya buat adalah dengan tidak menghargai pintu rezki yang kau miliki. tak kiralah apa pon jenis rezkinya, there's always something big, something meaningful for you for what that has been given to you.
tidak semua orang menerima nasib yang sama di dalam hidupnya, tetapi apa salahnya kalau berusaha. apa salahnya mencuba.
ini tidak. sembang besar. hasilnya, habuk pon tak nampak batang hidung.
nobody can change you except you, yourself. nobody is giving you the extra privileges in life. they can only open up the road for you. none will be there when you're down. none! but there will be plenty of them following when you're at your highest peak. thats the reality and no one says that reality is fair. but there is nothing wrong with giving yourself a chance to try. when there's a will there's a way. nobody gets what they want in life unless if they work for it.
so, lazy assbumbs. work yourself out! it's the matter of trying. try harder when you feel like failing.
ini baru ujian sikit. kalau yang sikit pon dah banyak ngomel, yang besar apa ntah lagi. and for what it's worth, there's always people around you that care and love you so much and they would never want to see you failing. but you have to love yourself first in order to make them to love you back. yang perlu lakukan adalah berusaha. berusaha dan belajar untuk menghargai.
"kalau mahukan kejayaan, ianya tidak pernah datang membunyikan loceng di depan pintu rumah. tetapi diberikan pintu peluang untuk mencapai kejayaan." - ajlaa azam.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Datuk Nor Ajlaa Mohd Azam
oleh yang demikian, atas urusan apakah darjah kebesaran itu saya terima?
marilah sama-sama kita renungkan.
p/s: do you seriously need to give medals to those people? seriously like SERIOUSLY?! what have they done so far? what kind of development did those people helped for the past few years? are they kissing your arses so hard that made you generously madelling them?! c'mon, use your brain for god sake.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Sambal Tempoyak Udang
dan gara-gara itu juga, mata kiri aku sekarang sudah bengkak dan sudah tidak mampu lagi untuk dibuka. rasa macam nak cungkil, cuci, dah masuk balik biji mata.
for god sake, let the itchiness go away, please! i can't stand it anymore. the redish, the itchiness and the fucking pain. adoi!
from the fucking prawn!
and now, i'm on leave for my eye is as big as a duck's eye. swollen.
i could never eat prawn for the rest of my life! i could never taste the deliciousness of a prawn and i'm officially a prawnless person (erk!) =(
and i have my M.C for one full day.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Cuppies For Grab!!!
8 Cuppies
For GrabFirst come first serve basis
Offer stands till Tuesday.
Friday, June 19, 2009
same zip code, different stories
and today, this morning, i had a nice morning walk in Chow Kit Road.
throughout the past 24 years of living, i have never experienced walking along side Chow Kit Road. NEVER! apatah lagi kalau berjalan seorang diri. and today, i've officially break my own boundaries! it's a compliment though, from me to myself. i was never allowed to go to that place. oh, the acknowledgement of the history behind Chow Kit Road. but nonetheless, i was smiling while walking that road. for me, it is the REAL HEART of Kuala Lumpur. i mean, what's KL without Chow Kit Road? though it's a little bit cranky for the fact that the place is now taken over by the PATI but it is still THE Chow Kit Road that is filled with busy people looking for a sip of rezki. if anyone ask me what is the place that he/she should visit in Kuala Lumpur? my choice would be Chow Kit Road. try standing under the concrete wall of Chow Kit Road MRT Station (in between the traffic lights). you'll know what i mean.
and by noon, since none of the officemate wanted to have lunch, i went to Masjid Jamek to have McValue Lunch. i've been craving for big mac since i don't know when and for that, for the past few years, i finally had a medium size of coke. oh, that is not the point. the point is, my stomach is smiling happily for having big mac for lunch.
i saw school boys/girls at Masjid Jamek and it hits me while watching them. 7/8 years ago, i was liked them. heading myself to the place where i'm about to have my lunch. meeting friends from the school around that area. a group of girls with white ribbons tied nicely around their head bands looks familiar to me. boys wearing blue and green sampin lingering around waiting for friday prayers (ehem!) and girls with blue badges (the rival) were also there. they looked happy. i know i was when i was at their age doing exactly what they are doing.
i miss being 16 and 17. i miss my life being a high school girl and mostly i miss having white ribbon around my head band. i miss the blue color sarung. i miss the four alphabets and i miss having Nisi Dominus Frustra spirit in me.
and also Masjid Jamek (ehem! ehem!).
and the moral of the story, i saw a cute guy on the way back to the office. Subhanallah!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Facebook Wonders
* Sangat suka didamping.
* Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya lelaki.
* Agak pendiam kecuali dirangsang.
* Ada harga dan maruah diri.
* Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkan.
* Mudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurus.
* Sangat menjaga hati orang lain.
* Sangat peramah.
* Emosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinya.
* Berjiwa sentimental.
* Jarang berdendam.
* Mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan.
* Tidak suka benda remeh-temeh.
* Membimbing cara fizikal dan mental.
* Sangat peka, mengambil berat dan mengasihi serta penyayang.
* Layanan yang serupa terhadap semua orang.
* Tinggi daya simpati.
* Pemerhatian yang tajam.
* Suka menilai orang lain melalui pemerhatian.
* Mudah dan rajin belajar.
* Suka muhasabah diri.
* Suka mengenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lama.
* Suka mendiamkan diri.
* Suka duduk di rumah.
* Suka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawan.
* Tidak agresif kecuali terpaksa.
* Lemah dari segi kesihatan perut.
* Mudah gemuk kalau tak kawal diet.
* Minta disayangi.
* Mudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulih.
* Terlalu mengambil berat.
* Rajin dalam membuat kerja.
and it summorizes the whole idea of who Ajlaa Azam really is. am i that obvious?!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Cerita Pulang Kerja
you're an educationist. an ex-educationist. but you tend to think like a garbage-man. not insulting but i think a garbage man knows when is the right time to burn the-what-so-ever that messes your house compound.
and this has made my long hours of doing excel seems enjoyable. heh! he never really shared his growing up pictures with me. none from his schooling years especially the ones related to sekolah kerajaan. but this, i mean the picture, memang gelak goling-goling dah!
pinjam gambar ye arip!
the good thing about my job is, i get magazines for F-R-E-E. every month. full stop.
and i've been driving with an expired driving license for a month now.
Post Ads
- despite of all the gelabah-ness, i'm glad its all over now. i'm glad that she understood the whole situation. alhamdulillah!
- i'm thankful for what He has been giving me. the family, great friends and most of all, an understanding yet complicated partner. syukran!
- my father can actually sing. its too bad because he only sings in the shower.
- he is yet a very complicated person but he knows what to say with a perfect words structure at the very good time. perfect timing!
- i learnt so many things
todayyesterday and starting to have goosebumps in my stomach. its a whole new thing but i'm very excited about it. - Excel is one of them. none from my transcript with zero knowledges. i suck with microsoft.
- i'm deeply and extremely sleepy i need another cup of coffee.
- and the teeth is yellow-er than ever.
- its weird to see drivers wearing sunnies when the sun is obviously not shining.
- its weird to even talk about the future with.........whom ever. i don't think i'm ready for it yet.
- belum dapat gaji tetapi sudah ada hutang perlu di bayar. banckrupt!
- the Wangsa Mall is huge even when they are still under construction.
- Celebrity Fitness will be part of it.
- it's 9am and i'm off for work. tadaa!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
And this is why i swear like a mad dog
it was nicely done, fully cared like a baby and i even stood still in the bus just to make sure that the cakes are in the most perfect shape, as its usual. for the fact that i have to take the bus to work and have other million things to carry on, i blame the father!! oh, i need to put this anger on someone else rather then putting it all on me (which is the one who's been carrying the cakes the whole morning).
arghhhh! i feel like crying. tolong! tolong! i know, i know i'm such a drama queen but please this is someone's order. and that particular someone is MY FRIEND who is ordering the cakes FOR HER BOYFRIEND for HIS BIRTHDAY.
REPUTATION weyh!
and there goes my business. down the drain.
i feel like giving it out for free. i don't know how much do i have to charge her for the cakes.
GUILTY as charged! Ergghhhhhh! i need a pink ready made icing ASAP!
hadoi!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Catching Heart Beat
and today, today is 15th June 2009 which means, another half a year to go through before 2010. 2010?! scary weyh! this is even scarier. it feels like i was born yesterday and the next thing i know, we're reaching 2010 already. ape kes?!
is the clock ticking on its normal speed or am i the only human being who is moving too slow? are we running a marathon here? someone please stop the clock from ticking.
and my heart beat is moving even faster. semput! semput!
i have yet to achieve anything from my own created Bucket List and 2009 is already saying goodbye to me, literally. i feel like moving 15km/j even the squirrel is moving faster than me. where have i gone to? ohh! pergi belajar dan baru sahaja tamat belajar.
6 months left before 2010. i need to fasten up my belt and pressing the paddle harder. caiyok! caiyok! kalau tak, tak kawin lah den!
and the bos is talking Couch with another colleague.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Ajlaa Azam is also known as Senah Pot Pet
betul tak?!
i guess as we grow older, some of our best attitiude transformed itself to become something else. something benefical in improving our self-credibility.
and being talkative is no longer the best attitude in me.
anyways, i had a blissful day yesterday. oh, i love how my weekends were spent. they were spent wisely enough to make me feel love and fresh all over again.
till then, happy weekend people!
Friday, June 12, 2009
Book Cover
- my vocab is at ground zero.
- they think i'm tradisional.
- i have a big problem constructing good sentences without any grammatical errors.
- i'm turning 24 in exactly 27 days. *hint*hint*
- i have a growing stomach. only at that particular area.
- my nails are yellow in color from the kunyit powder.
- i have never been so excited about friday before. not till today.
- i still want to be a rockstar eventhough my voice is as bad as the barking dogs.
- i just found out the groossiest story ever. you guys suck man!
- i keep on asking myself, why can't money grow on trees? somebody answer me please!
- kakak is going to Gold Coast in August. wish that i can tumpang berkaki-kaki.
- cepatlah konvo oii!
sekian, terima kasih.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
7 Wonders Of The World
for a person who is not so knowledgeable and suck at world history, my kind of 7 wonders of the world (the ones that i thought in the list) are:-
- Taj Mahal
- The Great Wall of China
- The Great Pyramid of Giza
- Grand Caynon
- The Hanging Gardens of Babylon
- The Roman Colosseum
- The Stoneage
but after doing some googling, i found out the real list and the new updated list of the 7 wonders of the world. it so happen that voting online can help to re-listing the list every year and online users have the right to vote the monuments/places to be included as the new and updated 7 wonders of the world.
history is now in the hand of the online users. what the?!!!!!!
but anywho, here are the lists of the old-original list and the new updated ones taken from here.
The Original Seven Wonders of the World:-
- The Colossus of Rhodes
- The Great Pyramid of Giza
- The Hanging Gardens of Babylon
- The Lighthouse of Alexandria
- The Mausoleum at Halicarnassus
- The Statue of Zeus at Olympia
- The Temple of Artemis at Ephesus
The New Seven Wonders of the World:-
- Chichen Itza
- Christ Redeemer
- The Great Wall of China
- Machu Picchu
- Petra, Jordan
- The Roman Colosseum
- The Taj Mahal
The Seven Natural Wonders of the World (listed by CNN in 1997):-
- Grand Canyon
- The Great Barrier Reef
- The Harbor at Rio de Janeiro
- Mt. Everest
- Northern Lights
- Paricutin Volcano
- Victoria Falls
and the latest list of The Seven Wonders of the Modern World which i think is irrelevent. i don't think they are regonized by the world organization to be listed as the "Modern World".
i guess, i am going to stick with my not-so-knowledgeable-list. i think they (my list) are generally known as the wonders of the world.
so, Ajlaa Azam, starts saving now!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Lights Off
Special Shoutout
i miss!
i hope you're doing well and live life to the fullest just the way you always want it to be. even with a short three years of friendship, you (each and every one of you) have made my schooling years nothing but fun! we've nailed our days like a supermodel (haha!) you know what i mean. thank you for the support. thank you for the fun days we had. but most importantly, thank you for being A friend.
see you guys soon! oh, better be (amaran keras daripada penaja).
and all of the sudden, i miss USM like i miss my missing small-smelly-pillow (which is no longer missing) and the days i spent in Penang with whom ever at where ever.
you know you love me,
xoxo,
ajlaa the-no-longer-gossip-girl.
Monday, June 8, 2009
Monday Blues
monday will usually spent reading free hotstuff magazines (which i don't know when will i ever finish reading. just imagine a full shelf of Harper's Bazaar, Tatler, Cosmopolitan and etc), browsing through newspapers just for the sack of browsing (i can always read them after lunch), bosses usually not in their rooms (cause they have to attend countless of meetings) and the office is usually very quite.
and that is my Monday.
and right now, i'm contemplating my mind to write this post. heh?! which i have no idea what to write about.
oh! i have. something about maturity. but well, on the second thought, i might skip it for another day. i'm too full to even write about it.
till then, happy working people while i'm enjoying every bits of the songs in my playlist.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Weekend
swimming pool, the beaches, ikan bakar, round island, late night supper, spooky rides, banana boat, hot sunny day, unstoppable food supplies, great company, laughters, happy shouting and super fun shit!
and now i'm corpulent and tanned! super tanned.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Jumaat Yang Indah
i went to one of the banks at Masjid Jamek to open up a bank account. i was walking on a normal speed (my normal speed of walking-lah!) with the 3 inch of heels with headphone pluging in my ears. sambil berentak-hentak langkah menuruti alunan musik menuju ke station STAR LRT.
with my normal speed of walking, going down the stairs right after the train ride, my right leg twisted. uncontrollable.
dengan keadaan yang cuba sendiri fikir, jam 1 tengah hari di Station Masjid Jamek, i fell at the stairs.
dengan muka selamba macam orang tidak bersalah, saya teruskan juga berjalan dengan keadaan tumit yang sudah patah.
PATAH!
so, there goes my 4 and the half days old pair of shoes.
for the thought of saving on shoe budget not for another 3 more months, i guess, i have to drop it out. sedihnya! for the fact that my kasut idaman patah dalam usia 4 hari =(
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Discovery Channel
- my right foot is bigger than the left.
- i am not equally designed. my legs are long but my body is not. therefore, I AM SHORT! and brings to the difficulties in finding a nice suitable clothes/pants.
- my hips are huge and can never be as nice as Heidi Klum's no matter how hard i try working out in the gym.
- i don't understand his languages. like TOTALLY!
- i keep on having Katy Perry's Thinking of You playing in my head even when i'm about to have my prayers. sungguh tidak kusyuk.
- after 3 days of taking the public bus, i find it very soothing (erk!). comforting kot! it's not that bad afterall. and i saved alot.
- i don't understand why people keep on blaming and being too depandable with FATE. i mean, has WORKING HARD disappeared from the dictionary lately?
- i wonder what had happened to All Saint and their songs?!
- i can now run a marathon in a 3 inch heels.
- i miss Penang so much, i don't even understand why.
- i really really want to be a rock star or maybe Beyonce's back up dancer. as if!!
- i'm going to PD this weekend. i guess HAPPINESS comes unexpectedly and doesn't required a long expensive 3 months what shit plan! (Read: still angry).
- i guess thats it!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
akhirnya
sorry for the excitement. i just can't believe that i'm finally graduated. you know the dramas i caused just to get over with this whole degree thingy. from changing university to changes of interest and all the ups and downs (mostly the downs). so yeah, i've survived and GRADUATED!.
alhamdulillah.
5 years weyh. its all worth every single second.
and to those who helped, giving out the unstoppable support, the love, the care; you know who you are; friends, family, the lover, all of them, thank you very very much. i just don't know how to thank all of you. i really really appreciate the love, care and support!
p/s: excuse the fugly photo of me. i was in a bad mood when the photo session was taken. dramas remember?!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Grow Up!
EVERYTHING! screw October too.
Read: Angry
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saya tahu saya bukanlah seorang pelajar yang cemerlang yang mampu untuk memperolehi First Class Honors seperti pelajar-pelajar cemerlang yang lain. but after checking out my results (cause i have the strong feelings that it might be coming out today), i was graded with a SECOND CLASS UPPER!!!!! alhamdulillah. syukur. syukur.
for the thought of failing the last semester of the entire schooling years, i guess i did well enough! Alhamdulillah.
tetapi saya masih juga marah dengan orang-orang yang tidak menggunakan otak tetapi lebih menggunakan otak lutut untuk berfikir
Monday, June 1, 2009
the first day in the month of june, of the year 2009
like i've mentioned earlier, i have to catch the morning bus. this is due to a strick orders from the parents which i have no idea of why the hell that they forcing me to take the bus. this was the reason why my excitement has been drowning to level 0 as i mentioned in the earlier post. yes, i know there is no problem taking the bus but i'm not a bus person. the last time i took a bus ride in Kuala Lumpur was...i don't know, i can't even recall. i'm more to the LRT person. i don't mind squeezing myself in the train as long as it's the train but not the bus. and as expected, i have to snatch a place in the bus with the non-malaysian. they're very ROUGH. i lost my temper while waiting for the bus back home with the non-malaysian. macam manalah boleh ramai sangat dorang kat malaysia ni.
and all the time i was walking to the office, i was hugging my bag as if they were made from diamonds.
my first day was fine. nothing much to do but lots of thing to be learned. i like the place, the environment and the people. i was motivated to build my career there. its a good sign isn't it. i hope so. it is still early to judge. i hope i'll stay.
i received a confirmation messages this morning. it was not to my suprise. i didn't expect to receive the message not till next week but it so happened that the messanger was so excited about the whole thing. i replied probably not to up her expectation and i explained it so that no one (die jer sebenarnya) will not get hurt. but it turned out to be the one thing that spoilt my day. i was pissed off (read:angry) with the whole thing/idea. ohh well, i'm not going to bother anymore. you've shown your true colors. inilah orang tua-tua kata, nak seronok ramai-ramai, bila susah salahkan orang lain. well, you got it wrong there lady. oh, i wish them all the happiness that they're paying for.
19-22 june 2009 in not in my calender. gua sakit hati dowh!
i had lunch with the boyfriend. i can see more of me inside him now. in the sense of driving manner, please people! thanks for the lunch. sila lah datang selalu ye! it made my day!
and now, my leg is so damn tired. for i have been running with a 2 1/2 inch(kot!) high heels just to catch the 6pm bus and avoiding the heavy rain.
gua mahu makan!