Pejam celik dah sebulan menabur bakti di tempat baru. So far, so good. Though the workloads are like double (triple maybe) from the previous company but I kinda enjoy doing it. I spent most of my hours at the office. Pergi kerja separa terang, balik kerja sepenuh gelap. I take the train (PUTRA LRT) to and fro everyday, from one end to another. I got the chance to rest my eyes for awhile in the morning and one on the ride back home. Life is good in that sense.
By the time I reach home, my body is already half collapsed. Sebenarnya nak cakap that I miss blogging. I miss writing. I've not been writing properly lately. I've been nagging over unnecessary things, writing over the over-exhaustion wedding preparation which took half of my sanity. My sense of writing has dropped to ground zero. My English, don't ever start on it; hay-wired! Grammar tunggang langgang. Mood swings all the time. Itu satu lagi masalahnya.
Why do we have to grow up? Why do I have to grow up so fast?
Dulu time belajar, terkedek-kedek nak cepat kerja. Sekarang bila dah bekerja, menyesal pulak habis belajar awal-awal. Itulah manusia, tak adanya yang puas, tak adanya yang cukup.
But I've found my remedy; for the time being that is. Ever since the "mix feeling" syndrome hits me, I've been watching/listening to this song whenever I'm in my lowest. I even assigned it as my caller ringtone, how kodi is that?! I've been pretty hooked up with the scene ever since I downloaded the episode. Takda lah gempak mana pun lagunya but the song has never failed in putting a smile on my face and I listen to it over and over again.
By the time I reach home, my body is already half collapsed. Sebenarnya nak cakap that I miss blogging. I miss writing. I've not been writing properly lately. I've been nagging over unnecessary things, writing over the over-exhaustion wedding preparation which took half of my sanity. My sense of writing has dropped to ground zero. My English, don't ever start on it; hay-wired! Grammar tunggang langgang. Mood swings all the time. Itu satu lagi masalahnya.
Why do we have to grow up? Why do I have to grow up so fast?
Dulu time belajar, terkedek-kedek nak cepat kerja. Sekarang bila dah bekerja, menyesal pulak habis belajar awal-awal. Itulah manusia, tak adanya yang puas, tak adanya yang cukup.
But I've found my remedy; for the time being that is. Ever since the "mix feeling" syndrome hits me, I've been watching/listening to this song whenever I'm in my lowest. I even assigned it as my caller ringtone, how kodi is that?! I've been pretty hooked up with the scene ever since I downloaded the episode. Takda lah gempak mana pun lagunya but the song has never failed in putting a smile on my face and I listen to it over and over again.
This is even better from the original version; Cee Lo - Forget You.
I didn't know that Gwyneth Paltrow has a beautiful voice. Isn't she a hottie? This must be the reason for my addiction.
I need inspiration. Saya mahukan inspirasi. Goodnight!
I didn't know that Gwyneth Paltrow has a beautiful voice. Isn't she a hottie? This must be the reason for my addiction.
I need inspiration. Saya mahukan inspirasi. Goodnight!
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