Forgive and forget.

i have so many things to write about but words were not always on my side. they were oftenly left hanging half way in the middle of ............ finishing the post. i weren't able to finish writing a post without even cancelling the old one. i got distracted easily trying to figure out practically about nothing. i just need a peace shit of mind.

July wasn't the best month for me this year. as the matter of fact, it was the worst so far! and i had a tough time handling them. the "unwanted" chaos. i had a tough time fixing them. i guess i were't trying hard enough or maybe i just being plain lazy. it gets harder each time. it gets more complicated each day. i rather sit and do nothing than squeezing my head trying to figure out on what to do. i just need a peace shit of mind.

everything is not functioning when the head is not placing in its' place. everything seem so wrong even for something that is so right. the sun is not shining brightly even when the rains are gone. the world seem so quiet eventhough laughters are everywhere. seriously, i just need a peace shit of mind.

i'm out of words again. i've lost in my own translation. i just need a peace shit of mind.

i hope it is still not too late to wave my hand saying goodbye July and hello August. may August be a better month for me that will be filled with laughters and countless of happiness.