Saturday, June 27, 2015

Dreams do come true even after 20 years.

I'm sure most of us have gone through the days where one needs to fill up the form to include one's future profession/ambition - mostly during the primary school years kan?! And most of the time, we will definitely put the most famous-well-known profession/ambition - to either be a doctor (this one has the highest vote, I'm sure!) or a teacher (the easiest to think of). Yang terlebih bijak sikit may want to be a lawyer which I'm sure they know nothing about what a lawyer does for a living. Tapi, the most common ambition that most student will write on is to be a policeman/woman kan?

I wonder why takde student tulis wants to be an Engineer. Mungkin "Engineer" sounds so alien kot!

Growing up, I always dream of working with Nestle. Tak kesah lah kerja jadi apa. Pernah jugak terfikir nak kerja jadi minah kilang, janji minah kilang Nestle. Tapi, time fill up the form tu tak kan nak letak kerja kilang di Nestle. So like most of the common student, I will write a doctor or a policewoman.

So why Nestle? 

I'm the generation where most of the food that I consume are from Nestle. Pagi-pagi minum Milo Nestle. Recess hour makan chocolate waffle Nestle. Balik rumah makan ice-cream cap Nestle. Hari minggu pulak makan Maggi cap Nestle. So, practically, I grow up with Nestle. Hence why the idea of working with Nestle came about so that I can continue consuming food cap Nestle. 

Bila naik form 4, my interest was towards mathematics & accounting subjects. I wanted to be an Accountant because I know that was where my strength is. My dream does not stop there, I wanted to be an Accountant - a Nestle's Accountant. 

However, tuhan lebih mengetahui. I did not end up being an Accountant but I can proudly say that I am a Marketing Communication professional now.

So along the way, my dream of wanting to work with Nestle never stops. My working background involves in Communication industry whereby first 1.5 years of my career life was with a local creative agency. Continued with another 5 years experience with a Multinational Media Agency. I have served quite a number of big FMCG organizations hence, it encourages me to never give up my hope on Nestle.

Last year, I decided to make a career move. It was still in a planning stage as I wasn't sure whether it's good to do the move at that point of time. I feel that I needed a new environment and plus, I have been receiving quite number of job offers from other media agencies which involves good $$$ and position. But, money wasn't what I'm looking for. Dengan berkat doa (yes, I do believe in the power of doa), rezeki datang when someone from Nestle called to offer me a job.

The thing with Nestle is that they hardly appointed any position to outsiders. Priority is given to their internal employee hence, getting an employment with Nestle is very-very slim. 

Sedikit gembira datang when their HR personnel called to arrange for an interview session. Knowing that the chance is very slim, I wasn't really putting my hope high tapi berfikiran positif dengan mencuba. My first interview went very well. I even thought that I got the job sekali, they called again and I need to do the second interview with the Communication Director - a very well-known person in the industry. Berdebar jantung mak! 

The interview was held last November and I think with the facial expression received during the interview with the Communication Director, I feel positively that I won't be getting the job. Sedih sampai menangis kerana punahlah harapan dan cita-cita untuk berkhidmat dengan Nestle. Few weeks later, they called again and informed me that I got the job tetapi they need to get the HQ's approval which is in Vevey. So, tunggu punya tunngu, bulan berganti bulan, I still haven't receive any confirmation on the employment sampai di suatu hari di bulan March 2015, I finally received the employment letter from Nestle.

Bersyukur tak terhingga, the one thing that I have been dreaming off for the past 20+ years of my life have been granted and it is all because of the power of doa. And I'm proud of myself for never giving up on my hope for wanting to work with Nestle and I finally got it, yay, Alhamdulillah. 

So friends, don't ever giving up your hope. As long as you believe in it, Insya Allah, one day, you may get it! Tapi, kene lah berusaha. Rezeki tak datang bergolek begitu sahaja. Like the pepatah, bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian. 

And now, I can happily continue consuming Nestle's product dengan gembiranya, Alhamdulillah. A promise that I made to myself - tidak akan mensia-siakan peluang yang datang.

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Hello 2015, why are being so tough on me?

It's been a while since I last posted anything on this blog. In fact, to be honest, I have totally forgotten about it. I was having hard time remembering my username, what more the password. Nasib baik tak kena barred. 

Anyway, I guess it is too late to wish everyone (cheh, bajet macam ada readers la kan!) a happy 2015 for the fact that we are already in June - half pass 2015. Another half year to go.

Tak sempat pon nak review 2014 which was a good - very good year for me. I don't think I remember what had happened in 2014 but to summarize things up, it was indeed a very good year. And for that, I foresee that 2015 is not going to be as good as 2014 which by far is very true!

I had a very tough first quarter of 2015. I will not go there again - let bygone be bygone. But everything starts to be picking up very well in the second quarter and I must say, dreams do come true.

As we all know, economically, we are being challenged left, right, front, back and centre. With the implementation of GST, the chaotic behaviour of our Idiotic Ministers (sorry, but I really have to write this) and the never-ending drama of 1MDB; our economy is currently seen unstable and that has brought to the downright of our Ringgit. As a worried citizen, I am not excluded in feeling the pain. Therefore, for me, 2015 is seen as a transaction year. A year where I have to be very mindful on my surroundings. A year where I have to learn to be a wise person in all aspects. A year where I have to learn to prioritize my wants and needs. A year for me to improve myself and to be a better person - mentally, and spiritually. 

Despite all that, 2015 (so far) has brought some light to my not-so-bright-tunnel. I have officially left the agency world (and the industry). Like I mentioned, dreams do come true and I shall write about it soon (I hope so!). And 2015 is a year where I will be venturing into the 3 series which I am so looking forward. Yes, unlike others, I am so looking forward to my 30th birthday. Ohh where are you July, come on!!

That's it for now. I thought of closing down this blog of mine tapi, I guess it's good to keep it. At least I have something to help me to improve my "England" - my England not so powderful

Take care everyone and Selamat berpuasa to my Muslim brothers and sisters. May this Ramadan brings barakah and hidayah to all of us and a platform for us to continuously improve ourselves in being a better ummah. 

Assalammualaikum

Monday, December 8, 2014

Rintihan seorang ibu yang harus ke kerja hari-hari

Sometimes I wonder, where will I go?
Where will it be? 
When will it ends?
Is it all worth it?

Kadang-kadang rasa bahu ni dah berat sangat nak pikul segala-galanya.

No one would understands the feelings I have - having to carry everything on my shoulder is no longer bearable.
Having to fight everything by myself .....
Penat! Sangat-sangat penat
But no one seems to understand or even care
I feel like walking on an empty air yang tak tahu mana arah tujuan.
Empty!


Fritzroy Garden Melbourne

Sometimes I wonder, would it be better if I were to run this show of mine, alone?

Sunday, November 30, 2014

Goodbye November, Hello December

It's been awhile since my last post. I don't even remember my username and password, I had to try them twice to be able to log in - that's how long this blog has been abandoned. Dah berkulat dan bersawang.

Well, thanks to all TV channels for not airing good TV programmes for me to watch, I finally tuned myself to this blog of mine which I clearly, have no idea what to write. Iman is asleep and I finally have time to myself and yet, I find myself restless for not doing anything.

Pendek cerita, tiada yang lebih serabut selain daripada perasaan yang dihadapi sekarang.

Kadang-kadang, ada betulnya bila orang cakap jangan terlalu berharap sebab harapan akan hanya tinggal angan-angan dan boleh memakan diri sendiri which clearly, have taken its toll on me. Takot yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendung berciciran. All I can hope for is to be able to change my life for the sake of my family - to improve my relationship with my husband (not that we have a bad relationship) and to be able to be a good mother to Iman.

A lot has happened and I, at some point feels that I am nothing but a bad wife to my husband and a super bad irresponsible mother to my child which have driven me nutts. I pray that December will be nothing but a good month for me. A month for me to change - change to be a better person.

Dah merepek meluahkan perasaan, I think I have to go now sebab Iman dah bangun. Oh btw, we went to Bali last October. Will write about it soon (kalau ingat).

Salam and take care everyone.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Because we're "too cool for school"

My company hosted the 2014 teambuilding + annual dinner last weekend. Had it at The Lost World of Tambun, Ipoh and I arrived home with an aching legs. Made a smart move applying for a day leave today to rest. Can't imagine if I have to go to work today with an aching legs. Jalan pun dah tak betul.

Anyway, we were not allowed to bring our camera/phone during the teambuilding activities as it involved walking/running/swimming in the lake/pool. I only have pictures during the annual dinner. Itu pun tak banyak. I was busy eating and having fun.

The theme was "Back to School" and everyone was dressing up to the theme. Very sporting of them!


Mr. AV the CEO is giving his short welcome speech. Isn't he the cutest?

With my favourite buyer

The boys of OMG

Aren't they the cutest
Left: PHD GM
Center: CEO Office Executive
Right: Account Assistant

My "Too Cool For School" group members

Us again!

I had a wonderful-tiring night. Super tiring sampai tak terkata but I had fun!