i went for a quick swim just now. the usual 9pm to 11pm routine. i thought of getting some distractions for i have been having so many things in my mind. i have been doing so much of thinking that i somehow have lost myself a long that way. drama sikit. but well, the mood wasn't being its best and i'm not blaming the menstrual circle. its just my recent status; relationship and life. there are not really in a good shape. and i have no idea how to handle them.
i miss everything. the good part of my life. i feel like i've been leaving in a cave. without any connections. disconnected.
instead of just doing the usual 8 laps, i just did 6. distractions.
i don't have a straight mind now. i don't have the punctuality. i don't feel the excitement and of course, the joy has finally exited on me.
i have to stop making excuses.
but i don't know how?!
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