Coz I'm Only Human

Fadhilat Solat Terawih Malam KeEnam: Allah kurniakan pahala kepadanya pahala Malaikat-malaikat yang tawaf di Baitul Ma’mur (70 ribu Malaikat sekali tawaf), serta setiap batu-batu dan tanah-tanah mendoakan supaya Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosa orang yang mengerjakan sembahyang terawih pada malam ini.

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The only thing I asked yesterday after subuh prayer was all the strength that I could have as the day earlier was the suckiest I could have remembered. Nothing but just strength.

It started of pretty well. I mean my day started of pretty well. As I thought that yesterday would be a very bright and shinny day, it turned out to be in its’ heaviest; storming afternoon. I couldn’t hold myself yesterday. I mean the working life has finally taking its’ toll on me. I’m seeing the darkness side of it and I’m starting to not to like them. I hope it’s not permanent. After all, this is what I’m asking for on the evaluation paper.

But I’m glad it happened in the month of Ramadan.

I made a huge mistake yesterday. At least for me, I thought it so. But like I said, I’m only human. I made mistakes in the process of learning and try not to do the same mistakes again because I believe, everyday is a learning process despite of what ever things that I do or get myself into.

I guess this is what working in an advertising firm is all about. Working at a very last minute, being an all-rounder, can-go-to-hell-with-datelines, dealing with an uncivilized people, working with the hard-cores and most importantly, stay back till late hours.

Despite of all that had happened, my day ended the other way round. I guess, rainy day doesn't last too long.

Just smile and hope that everyday is a wonderful day