Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Relationship Compatibility

Cancer - Pisces: Both the Cancer and Pisces are quite affectionate towards each other and they will successfully boost each other’s ego as well. The Pisces loves to dream but the Cancer works hard to transform the dream into reality. When they join their hands together then they will surely attain success.

Pisces - Cancer: According the Pisces, money despite being a necessity is an evil. They do not want to get too attached to money. Their motto in life is just to earn money so that their basic needs are fulfilled and not invest too much of their energy by thinking about money. They like to turn their attention towards money only when they are in dire need of the same. Pisces cannot be considered economical with their money whereas the Cancer loves to save money. Cancer is a homebody whereas Pisces loves to travel and explore new places.



So I guess, we're in the good hands then. Not to say that I believe these zodiac-meths-teller, ini saja untuk suka-suka. Everything is in God's hand and we as human are meant to work it out to reach His blessings. Argh! I need to find a new hobby. Everything is so lame and dull to me now. I need a new adventure. Something that can boost the adrenaline up high!

But until then, lets enjoy the music shall we?! *tak masuk langsung*

Monday, June 28, 2010

The last word

An article written by a man who served 16 years of his life as a warden at Pudu Jail.

I Spent 16 years of my life, from 1980 to 1996, at the 114-year-old Pudu Prison and was really sad to see the walls being torn down on Monday.

I was 19 when I reported for duty as a general duty warden with a salary of RM204. I was slim then but built up my body so that I could open those huge doors and carry the locks that came all the way from England.

I remember working on three shifts and doing my rounds. The cells held up to 18 inmates each.

We experienced a problem when there were too many offenders coming in 1985. The inmates had to take turns to sleep as there was not enough space. The cooks had to provide meals for more than 6,000 people a day.

Stories about the mural being painted by inmates using their fingers and palms are true. They mixed the paint on their palms and used their fingers to paint on the 384m-long and 4.5m-high wall. They were guarded by wardens and did not try to escape.

The inmates had magic fingers and, like true artists, would walk to the middle of the road to get a better view of their work before resuming. For them, those short hours outside gave them a brief taste of freedom.

The inmates did not try to harm us. They understood that we were there to take care of them until they were released or hanged.

It was not easy for us to tell them that they were about to be taken to the gallows. Some would stay calm and prayed while others went through a lot of emotional upheaval.

Some prisoners would empty the pail of water in their cell, turn it upside down and bang on it like a drum the night before they were taken to the gallows.

A day before, they would be allowed to meet their family and were asked what they would like for their last meal. At that time, the meal had to be within RM7.

We were also not allowed to wear watches. This was to ensure that the emotions of the convict would not be disturbed when he saw how much time he had left.

I guarded Malaysia’s most wanted criminal Botak Chin before he was hanged. He was not violent. I also spoke to the notorious Mona Fandey and remember telling her not to use her “supernatural powers” against us.

“Just let us do our duty,” I told her.

As far as I recall, there was only one attempt to escape by a group of seven. They broke the walls but we managed to take control of the situation and separated them.

It was almost impossible for prisoners to escape as the X-shaped building, similar to the Kandy Prison in Bogambia, Africa, made it very tough. Those not familiar with the building could get lost. Some say spirits will then keep them hidden from sight.

There were also fights now and then. Our sources would sometimes inform us of the fights planned and we would separate the groups.

I was on duty during the hostage crisis in 1985. Datuk Ibrahim Mohamed, who was the Prisons director-general then, managed to compel Pang Boon Boo, one of the five, to end the situation. They were afraid to eat at one point and demanded to be given instant noodles thinking that we would spike their food.

I was also tasked with the caning of prisoners. My first experience was in 1985. There were only four wardens who caned prisoners in Pudu Prison. It was as painful for us as it was for them.

Before caning them, we would usually talk to them and tell them it was our duty. Caning had to be done before 9am, when the skin was dry, in the presence of prison officials and a doctor. Some cases were really gruesome, particularly the ones who had to be caned more than 20 times.

In 1985, I guarded the rattan workshop under the prison’s rehabilitation project. I bought a rattan sofa set for about RM200 and it is still in good condition today. Some of the prisoners were very talented.

I married in 1983. My salary then was RM270 a month. Over the years, my family grew and I had to work harder to bring in extra income. I used to bring home fresh chicken and my wife would pack them to be sold to those in our housing area in Bandar Tun Razak.

When you are honest, life will never fail you.

Guess, I'm losing the grip




When you find faults from someone you love, hold on. Don’t judge nor doubt but trust & understand.


- #TheLoveStories



Saturday, June 26, 2010

Life's fair that way




TWO HARDEST test in life:-

the patience to wait for the right moment & the courage to accept that you've wait for nothing!

- #The Love Stories

Friday, June 25, 2010

Look what I found

Been playing with Google Earth the whole afternoon and look at what I just found.

The Great Pyramid of Giza

Niagara Falls

Taj Mahal

Colosseum


Cool eh?!

Seri What?!

So here's a thing, ever since the condominium was built, I've always have a thing of wanting to know how does the condo looks like. From the interior to the whole aspect all together. I was still schooling when they first started structuring the building and every time I passed by Jelatek, it's like love at the first sight. All the time.

Admiring from the outside, I know that by any chance, I couldn't in the world afford to own the house. Not in a million years. Though maybe I will, but I'm not going to spend that huge amount of money for a condo. Kalau for investment tuh possible lah. Itu pun kalau I married a billionaire. Kalau tak, duit diam-diam sudah.

So anyway, was browsing the internet yesterday for directions. Ntah macam mana boleh sampai Seri Maya's Property site. Dah alang-alang kepalang menyeluk pekasam, I browsed through few property sites on Seri Maya, admiring the beauty. Gosh, if ever I have the money, I would have bought it. Tapi tuhan kata, Ajlaa Azam tak mampu untuk beli condo ni jadi just tengok dari luar sudah.

I don't know what button I clicked or which site that I stopped by that I received numerous calls from house agents asking if I'm interested to buy or rent Seri Maya. And they've never stop in persuading me in getting a unit; offering me this and that, asking for my budget, cakap harga bole runding and what-not. I was like eh! apa ni?

And I have to attend all those calls till late night at 11-ish. They just don't give up, don't they?!

Or is it away of God saying that maybe Ajlaa Azam would have the opportunity to own the house someday?! Heh, we wouldn't know, right? Gila apa, to rent a unit one must pay at least RM 3K per month. Nothing lesser than that! Makan pasir den lepas nih.


Pengajaran: Jangan main click button sesuka hati.


Sekian Terima Kasih.



p/s: I was actually googling the condo next to Seri Maya but I couldn't find it. Anyone?!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Creative-ism

These are what we call innovative. See how creative the Japanese are.








kesian dia. macam desperate sangat need a companion by her side *sigh*

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Me and you





In love, you can't choose. Sometimes, you end up with someone who's so wrong or so not your type yet it feels so incredibly right!


- The Love Stories




Monday, June 21, 2010

What's really happening?

MUAR: Deputy Prime Minister Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin said the Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah (UPSR) and Penilaian Menengah Rendah (PMR) examinations may be abolished.

He said this was part of government efforts to restructure the learning system that as seen as too examination oriented and failed to provide a holistic education.

Taken from HERE


It's been all over the news and I shall say that it was indeed another round of a mistake that the government made if they were really going to abolish these two main examinations. Abolishing those exams won't do any good. Yes, our education system is totally based on examinations but it brings good to the student. Menarik daya saing yang tinggi. Don't they studied all these before they decided to abolish the examinations?

Kalau takde UPSR macam mana nak tahu tahap pencapaian sekolah rendah seseorang pelajar? What's the point of having boarding schools? What's the point of having so many teachers if the students will only have to focus on ONE main examination? What's the point of having merit system? What's the point of going to school then?

I just don't understand why?!

This is another reason for me to work hard, kumpul duit and hantar my children to a private school for their education. If things don't change, this country we're living in will definitely going down. Silap haribulan, kita bakal di jajah semula. Malah, lebih teruk daripada yang sebelumnya.

Renung-renung kah lah.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Road trip to heaven

Wow! sungguh dramatic title-nya.

So anyway, I spent the whole day sleeping today. Qada' tidur untuk semalam. Oh! Speaking of which, I made myself proud yesterday. I drove 600++KM up north and back all by myself (but had to surrender quarter more kilometers before reaching home because am too tired to drive).

We attended two weddings yesterday. One was at Bukit Mertajam and another one was at Jitra. And since Izwan can't drive (not because he don't want to, but because he was not allowed to), I had to drive all the way; back and forth. We did all in less than 24 hours - too bad I don't have any proofs to show. It was a self-achievement y'all! Like, liking it *happy smile*.

KL - Bukit Mertajam - Jitra - Alor Star - KL within 24 hours. With only 30 minutes of sleep on a sofa, a quick bath just to freshen up and driving nothing less than 150km/j, I managed to become an excellent driver tanpa dikenakan sebarang saman (sebab ada orang tu, baru bawa kereta setengah jam dah kena sama, bohoooo!)

In other words, I got to spend my time with Izwan although it was only for a drive. A very long drive. We have been pretty occupied with work, we don't have time for each other anymore. Blame it on World Cup. World cup makes my man works like a mad man and leaving me unloved! Takpa, sekali dalam 4 tahun. I can deal with it.

Ini barulah dinamakan kerja gila yang menyeronokan. Kaedah baru untuk pergi ber-dating-an. Ber-dating disepanjang perjalanan menuju ke utara. Tidaklah asyik ber-dating di-mall saja. Baru lah ada kelainan, ada trill. Chewah!

It was indeed a very tiring day but yet was filled with love and joy. I had the chance to meet with my future-in-laws. Time-time macam ni lah nak kena biasakan diri dengan bakal keluarga baru. Nanti takda lah kelam-kabut sangat *tehee*.

Guess that's about it. Congratulations to the newlyweds on your wedding. May this new chapter opens up with life full with love and happiness. Semoga kebahagian diberkati selalu. Amin.

Goodnight peeps.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Holidays officially over

And I am celebrating it with disappointment due to the loosing game of South Korea over Argentina, 4 to 1. I feel like crying though! Never thought that I would be emotional over football. And I am now!

Anyways, went for my last medical check up this afternoon and Alhamdulillah, my foot looks fine now though I may still need to wear this-so-called-socks (which looks exactly like a bandage but with holes in between) till there's no more pain to feel while walking. Am gonna miss Sentosa though! I made friends with the nurses, medical offices/assistants during my treatment. Surprisingly, they remembered my face. Whenever I passed those familiar faces, they'll greet me with smiles and said "waah, you can walk now eh! Dah boleh main bola". Please don't ask me why.

So, yeah, I'll be back in the office tomorrow after 2 long weeks of doing nothing. Sangat rasa berbelah bahagi. Setengah rasa gembira, setengah lagi rasa berdebar-debar. You know, the kind of feelings you have when you were about to step into the new office for the very first time. Berdegup-degup jantung nak tunggu esok. Let's just see what awaits me at the office tomorrow.

Gotta skip this morning's match between France & Mexico and I think I'm gonna miss few other matches dah lepas ni. Hai, potong stim betul!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Mengambil kesempatan terhadap kepatahan kaki

As you all know, I'm on 2 weeks medical leaves due to a fractured bone. Kakak has been planning on going for holidays, specifically during school holidays. I told kakak that I can't make it. Working with an advertising agency didn't allow you to take leaves without an early notice. Works come untold.

Anyways, ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian dan hikmahnya, saya bisa menyertai rombongan percutian Cik Kiah ke Port Dickson selama 3 hari 2 malam. We stayed at Ilham PNB Resort. Located at Tanjung Tuan (the Blue Lagoon) and they have the nicest sea-view-looking.

Let the pictures do the talking.

Berenang-renang di tepian pantai.

Bapak on action.

At the tower, appreciating the view

Walking by the beach during sunset.

Siblings of two generations

The pool from our room.


The view

The End.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Am officially a citizen of Malaysia


Jadi, sudahkah anda?

I wasn't feeling good today. Received calls from the office (yeah, notice the pluralism?!) and I started to feel the pumping of my heart beats. Oh darlings, I have a love/hate relationship with my intuition. When something bad/good is about to happen, I can just feel them coming. Hebat kan?! I accidentally checked a portal of my current application status and it wasn't showing any good. So I figured, this is the reason of the uneasiness.

I know I shouldn't put so much hope on this one. But being me, I know I will! By seeing the results, I've started feeling disappointed with myself. I know I shouldn't. But I just can't help it and I can't stop thinking about it *sigh*. I should be enjoying my holidays. pfftttt

Oh I miss you-lah!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

World Cup 2010

  1. This is the time when your husband/fiance/boyfriend starts ditching you for the game.
  2. This is the time when you start hearing nothing except the conversations among your colleagues talking about what's happening in the match the night before.
  3. This is the time when all the mamak stalls start airing the football match.
  4. This is the time when you start seeing all the cute guys at the mamak stall (opppss!)
  5. This is the time to see everyone in the family start caring about whose scoring the goals.
  6. This is the time to see girls wearing jersey.
  7. This is the time when you start receiving less phone calls or text sms-es from your fiance/boyfriend (referring to statement #1)
  8. This is the time when you start sleeping alone just because the husband is out with his friends watching football matches.
  9. This is the time when everyone starts crashing your house to watch the game.
  10. This is the time when your brother starts conquering the television and gets on your nerves but all that you could do is just nothing. Father's on his side.
  11. This is the best time to cuci mata with the good looking players. I know I am!
  12. This is totally not a good time for you to ajak your significant other out for a holiday trip/shopping/dating.
  13. This is also not a good time to plan a wedding reception. Kawan-kawan, kenapalah kalian berkahwin pada waktu-waktu begini.
And as for me, Izwan did not ditched me for the game, he had to ditch me for work. Poor him, he has to go to work everyday for this whole 2 weeks of event for a night shift starting 6.30pm till 5 the next morning. Kesian dia!

Oh well! saya yang tempang ini hanya mampu menikmati keindahan kejadian tuhan pada setiap game yang berlangsung. Am impressed with the good looks those football players have. Menakjubkan!

Enjoy the game fellas! You've waited four years for the excitement. Enjoy it while you can!! But remember, don't drink and drive. And don't starts loosing your pocket for it.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Random talking

Since I have all time in the world, for the fact that I can actually do nothing other than just sit and put my right leg up on a pillow. I, on the other hand will spare you with all the crap that I can offer. Well, since I'm officially an OKU for about two weeks time (Hopefully, I'll get better soon. I'm already bored sitting around and do nothing. Surprisingly, I feel guilty for not going to the office. Lame, I know!), internet is my only source of entertainment. Sampai laptop ni kata, udah-udahla tu guna. Dah penat dia nak "on" selalu.

Who would have thought jatuh tangga boleh dapat MC dua minggu. So, kids out there, if you feel like escaping school, buat-buatlah jatuh tangga. Tapi jatuh tangga biar kasi patah kaki. Better still, biar sampai kaki lumpuh terus. Baru berbaloi.

I went for follow up check-up this morning. Thought that the cement can be taken off today but the doctor said that it takes time to recover. Since there's blue back spots at my foot, they cut the cement into half. It was indeed the scariest feeling I've ever encountered. Kaki kena gerudi yu'ol. Siapa tak gelabah. And the nurse asked the training girl to finish up the cutting process, lagilah wa gelabah!

Lain kali turun tangga elok-elok. Nasib kaulah kaki tempang.

A match made from heaven, chewah! Izwan right leg kena sambung besi and mine at the same side kena cement. Equally shared, cayalah!

I think I better stop now before I done anymore damages. Enough crapping for the day. There'll be more coming.

Astalavista bebeh!


/edited at 3:50PM


Who ever you are, thanks for dropping by. And to Syati (if that's what your name is), there's no harm in dropping some comments. Thanks for dropping by though.

Cheers! =)

Monday, June 7, 2010

What a small world we're living in

If you look around, you'll see familiar faces surrounding you. One that you'll meet across the road everyday, one that you'll bump into every morning and the one that you'll get to meet every once in awhile. Over times, you'll realize how small the world really is. It's sure to be in a round shape or oval for any of that matter but if you look closely, you're actually living in the exact same circle.

It's just so happen that the person you met is actually you're mother's long lost cousin's son. The person who always stand next to you while waiting for the train is actually your ex-roommate's sister. You colleague is your senior back then in college. And a whole lot more.

Over the years, I've experienced the same kind of situations. Few that I can remember:-
  • My auntie is actually marrying a neighbour of mine whom we have no idea off till the day they got engaged.
  • A person who is in charge of servicing my company for Media Prima is my cousin. I only knew about this when he came over to introduce us his new colleague.
  • I once introduced Izwan to a friend and they became close friends ever since. But it so happened that the friend is actually his long distance cousin whom he got to know when he was warded from an accident.
  • I went to the same college as Izwan but only knew about it when we were in Uni. He was friends with the same crowd as I am but we never bumped into each other then. (itu jodoh namanya)
  • My best friend and I were talking about this one particular person that is so happen to be my colleague's best friend.
  • My Orthopedist is actually my neighbour. We were shocked to see each other the other day.
I can just list down few more hundreds of examples on this but I better stop now. I believe you get the picture don't you.

Don't be surprise that maybe, just maybe, you and I, we could be related somehow.

So tell me, how small your world is?

Sunday, June 6, 2010

The joker in us


I just posted a different kind of a joker. This particular one is the good looking one. But nonetheless, it never chances the fact what a joker really means.

Has it ever occur to you that you actually have a slightest thoughts of being just the opposite. No matter how hard you convince yourself that you're actually a good person or how helpful you are when someone's in need or how generous you've been to others but deep down in you, you always have the thoughts of being the opposite.

If you ask me what significant-nya gambar joker with the post? The answer is simple. Before he became a joker (in every Batman movies) he was once a good person. But due to some circumstances or pengaruh luar terhadap diri sendiri, he has the grudge to do the revenge over Batman. Just Batman in particular.

And if you apply this so-called-unrealistic-theories-of-mine with the reality, you'll find the reason why manusia jadi jahat. It's simple, because we always have the other voice in us saying the otherwise. Bila ada orang datang menolong kita untuk sesuatu perkara, mesti dalam kepala otak kita fikir yang dia datang menolong atas tujuan lain. Although orang yang datang menolong tu sememang-memangnya datang tolong dengan ikhlas tapi the first thing yang comes in our mind adalah perkara yang negative dulu before the good ones.

Jahat bukanlah bermaksud jahat yang boleh di nampak dengan mata kasar. Benda-benda yang kita fikir dalam kepala otak kita yang buat kita jadi jahat. Hasad dengki adalah jahat. Buruk sangka adalah jahat. Berdendam juga jahat. But, have you ever thought macam mana benda-benda alah ni boleh ada dalam diri kita? Dia ada secara senyap. Tumbuh, beranak-pinak, bercucu-cicit dalam hati kita sampai satu tahap jadi busuk dan akhirnya di benci orang.

In the end, we make ourselves look like a real joker except without an over coloured of white foundation on the face, the extension of lipstick used to shape the lips and a bad hair do.

Pepatah melayu ada tulis, "muka cantik tapi hati busuk macam sampah". I might be exaggerated a little bit but you get the picture don't you.

We are not born perfect. We have flaws but we tend to carry away with things. We think we've made the right decisions but the fact is, we made those decisions based on what we think were good on us. And in the end, we hurt ourselves more than we know.

Lebih baik tidak bermuka cantik tetapi berhati bersih daripada bermuka cantik tetapi berhati busuk.

You know you love me,


I think I have a slightest crush over this guy. And I'm still allowed to have a crush over celebrities, don't I? Although it might sound a little bit childish, but what the heck, I'm still young to do so. Not that I'm married or what (though I might be soon, but I think my husband won't mind about it, kan?!). Who would resist this kind of cuteness?! I know I won't.


Chase Crawford plays Nate Archibald in Gossip Girl. Cair mak nyah!




XOXO,
GG

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Look at what I've got myself into

My work requires me to walk up and down the office stairs. Well, if you ask me, how did I manage to keep my body to this size I have? The answer is simply because I exercise everyday, by walking the stairs up and down. Hence, I did not need to go to gym for getting myself fit. My office is my everyday gym.

It's a four-storey building with two sides of office blocks. So, you can just imagine how many stairs do I have to climb everyday.

To cut it short, I fell off the stairs while looking for my Creative Director.

It wasn't hurt that bad at first. I was still able to walk, not much of a pain. Sapu-ed minyak gamat right after but the pain got worst few hours later. Mala was being a super generous for accompanying me to the hospital. I guess the pain really got me this time. Did an X-ray and the doctor said that my bone cracked. He advised me to get admitted since the Orthopedist will only be available the next morning. I told the doctor that I'll be coming in tomorrow. I'm not a fan of a hospital. I rather come in the next morning than staying overnight.

I went in today and met with the Orthopedist. He advised me to undergo for MRI check-up coz the swollen was quite big. An hour later, the results showed that there's blood clothe within the cracked bone area. I don't really quite understand the terminology but what I do understand is that they need to bungkus my kaki in order to get my bone in its' straight line again; or something like that.

And as a result, the kaki bungkus-ed and I'll be on MC till Wednesday.


But now, my kaki feels itchy I don't know how to garu.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

A year has passed

And what have I achieved so far?

Yesterday marked my first anniversary with SAA. A year has passed and I am still here, standing! A lot had happened. Some were good and some were not so good. But I'm still learning. Learning to be good and fit well in the industry.

One thing that I learned is that working with an agency makes you a stronger person. It helps you to take things on the hardest way. You learn to suck everything that is served for you. It teaches you how to make up decisions, how to deal with situations and most importantly, it makes you think creatively.

Working with an agency requires stability especially when it comes to emotion. You'll experience depression, heartache, hatred and sometimes, it can drag you to hating your own self. The fun word only appears when your company wins the pitch. Oftenly, you'll feel neglected or unappreciated. People will keep on fighting for their own individual recognition. You got the blame for things that you did not commit. Being a punching bag is what you oftenly experienced. But without these, one could never fit well in the industry.

I've cried, almost wanted to tender my resignation, oftenly felt stupid and was once felt like burning down the company. But all these have brought me to where I am today and I'm grateful for that. Grateful for given the opportunity to serve with SpencerAzizul Advertising. One of the top local advertising agency.

But one thing that I learned throughout this whole one year of experience, is becoming more ignorant; towards my superior! And that is a hell of an achievement.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

All of the above.

Diam lebih baik daripada berkata-kata.
Pendam lebih baik daripada meluahkan.
Simpan lebih baik daripada diingati.
Kunci lebih baik daripada di buang.

Pejam lebih baik daripada menangis.
Ketawa lebih pedih daripada sedih.
Jatuh lebih senang daripada bangun.
Senang bila tahu adanya ramai.
Susah bila tinggalnya seorang.
Sunyi bila tiada yang kesah.
Bising akan datangnya sesak.

Pedih, tiada siapa yang tahu.