Which I don't have any and I don't think I'm going to have it anyway. I don't believe in themes. As long as everyone/everything look good and nice to me it's A-Ok!
Well, it leaves me with another 5 months to go and up till today, I have not touch, see, smell dan yang seangkatan dengannya uruskan hal-hal berkaitan dengan perkahwinan. It worries me much but somehow, I just don't feel like putting everything into places. If you're a wedding blog-hopper, you'll see how devoted they are in preparing for their wedding ceremony. From hari-hari cari kain baju, to pening kepala cari hantaran, to kecoh-kecoh buat decoration for every corner that is possible for them to decorate; as if they were really a wedding writer. I just don't know how did they managed to have the time to blog about it. Don't they have other better things to do? I guess, preparing for a wedding is A BETTER THING to do; for some, I believe!
A week ago, I did try to sort things out. But it failed tremendously. It's just not the time yet, I suppose so. Or else, I'll be just like others, kepoche-ing about the whole wedding prep thingy. Agaknya, bila tinggal 24 jam je lagi baru nak gelabah kot. Hah, lantak kan. Nanti bila dah semua barang tak ada, baru nak mengelupur baru padan muka! Pardon me, that is me talking to myself.
But there're few things that got to my intention. I can never sleep in peace every time I think about it. I'll turned into a psycho bitch whenever the thoughts started bugging my head. I'll be worried sick and be so emotional, I feel like crying. And I did cried at some point. It haunts me like a ghost.
Will I be a good wife to my husband, a good daughter-in-law as well as maintaining the good relationship between two families, a responsible mother and still be myself at the very same time?
Coz you see, the world today is no longer like the world our mothers lived in. Things are more hectic and on a fast lane. To sustain a marriage and keeping the love between a husband and a wife is very very crucial. One needs all the patience she/he could have in order to sustain a marriage. Keeping the love is a different kind of story all together. Will I still be in love with my husband just like how we loved each other when we first started dating? Will my husband still be looking at me the same way he looked at me when we first started going out? Will I be fit for it? These are the questions that bugged my head every time I started thinking about January 2011. My sambal belacan doesn't taste like his mother's sambal belacan. Will that be an issue for us to fight on? I can list down all the questions that worries me but will that help me in anything? No right. Only time will tell.
So yeah, I don't need wedding theme to tell me how my marriage will be. Wedding theme can never answer all my questions. Wedding theme can only be just A THEME. Nothing more and nothing less! A wedding theme can never tells you anything.
2 comments:
the same questions i keep asking myself too. what if..? what if..? what if...?
and then i remembered, 'what if' is only a rhetorical question. we can never really know the answer. thus, i will shut the 'what if' and counter back with "just do it, and we see how it goes. if that doesnt work, there's a thousand other way it could work."
yang penting lakukan yang terbaik dan ikhlas. sincerety is always the best answer to all the relationship we are building and have. people who take their responsibility is always taken care by God.
thats why each of us is granted with a partner in life, so we can shoulder the responsibility together, kurang sikit berat dia =) two heads is always better than one.
hehe. sorry la cik Ajlaa, pjg pulak bebelan kali ini.
Hv a nice day! =) and may you have a wonderful wedding of the year!
thanks aton. It's very sweet of you. Musykil betol tiba2 tengok aton nya comment went missing. pelik bin ajaib btol.
But anyways, thanks very much. =)
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