1st year, 2nd semester

As mentioned on the previous post, I am currently doing a triple job - pursuing Masters, my Monday to Friday 8 hours a day job and a mom to lil Iman Alexandria. And I must say that my brain cells are damaging before its time.

Hard work, definitely yes! 

When I first started enrolling myself with my Masters, I didn't expect it to be this hard. Hard in a way that I have to juggle and plan my time properly. I have to unsocilize myself with friends and family. My schedule is fixed. It's either I'm leaving for work or to classes else I'll be at home spending my limited time with my growing-very-lasak-lil girl. It's tough that sometimes, sometimes it breaks my heart to know that I'm pushing myself chasing the uncertainties. 

Give-up, yes!

There are times when I feel like giving up everything - work, studies but not family. They are my life! But due to the high level of stress, it tends to go overboard. There was one time when I nearly, nearly submitted my resignation letter as I don't feel like I can cope with work and studies anymore. I have the letter prepared and ready to be submitted but decided not too! Nasib baik, kalau tak ada yang jobless sekarang ni. Seriously, I really can't handle the stress anymore with the crazy campaign that I have to handle and the killing PR assignment that I have to submit. My life gone haywire! 

And with that situation, I decided (at that point of time) to quit studying. Same reason as the above. Nasib baik tak buat. 3 bulan setengah tak lama mana pon.

And today, the day has finally arrived. The results is out.

Syukur alhamdulillah. I made it! Though it is not as good as the previous semester, I did it!

I owe it to the family for the support. Million thanks to the husband for having faith in me, for not giving up on me, for being my ears to listen to the countless complaints and to be my shoulder to cry on. I love you big time. Bag LV jangan lupa!

Also, a big huge thank to my team-mates. They are awesome. Without them, I don't think I can reach this far. Syukur alhamdulillah.

This was taken during PR final presentation.

Sepanjang seumur hidup, ni lah results yang paling membanggakan. Even during undergrads dulu pon results tak pernah sebersih ini. Masyaallah.

To a better new semester. September, I am not ready for you yet!