After the conversation I had with kakak last night, I felt much relieved. I'm glad she understands. It was stupid of me to think the other wise. I feel much better now.
She was a bit confused of the facial reaction that I have upon my face. Well kakak, I was being confused about the whole thing and that explained the sloppy face I had earlier on. She said that I look unhappy about the news which was true for the fact that I'm pretty worried for the decision that I might be agreed on. I'm taking the risk of jeopardizing my career here sister. That is why I'm worried so much.
"Go for it. Take the challenge". That was all she said while wrapping up our adik-beradik-heart-to-heart session before mom decided to kacau daun. We had to stop immediately as I haven't told my parents yet. Itu pun satu lagi sebab musabab for the worried face. The challenge of telling the parents for making such decision. I have to admit, this is the only, I repeat, THE ONLY decision made that both my sister and I agreed on. The encouragement she gave to me to just go for it. She has never encouraged me on things that I do except for this one. Sungguh flattered!
Takpe. Buat apa nak takut. Bukan kita meropak. They'll understand, eventually.
I'm so grateful for having the people who constantly showering me with their love and support. Who will always be there for me when I needed them the most. Who I can always rely on and be there through thick and thin.
I would like to personally thank Izwan for all the time he spent just to get me to where I am today. Not that I've done any better but at least, there's improvement made from the day I started "laboring" in this advertising world. I'll be better, don't worry. Insyaallah. Love ya long time!
All I need to do now is to get the answers ready to all the soalan-soalan cepu cemas yang bakal di tanya tidak lama nanti.
Got to go now. Work awaits. Have a nice day lovers!
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