Monday, July 13, 2009

Nostalgic

"eventhough you are no longer to be seen, but you will always be in my heart forever."

i don't have your pictures. not even a single one. i've never thought that days like this will happened. i've never thought that you would ever leave. but you left anyway. and the saddest part was, i wasn't even there when they took you away. i wasn't given the chance to say goodbye to you. i wasn't even told that you were going away days before.

the decision made my Bapak for giving you away was not to my liking. but i don't have the right to speak. i wasn't given the opportunity to defend you at the first place. and like i said, i wasn't told about you will be given away. and i'm sorry for that.

words can't express my saddest. words can't describe the feelings i have seeing you no longer parked around the house area. i'm just sad! sad that you are no longer with the family.

i hope you will be happy. i will always pray for your happiness. i hope you will be taken care off, just like how we took care of you. i hope you will serve them as good as the days you have served us.

i won't forget you. i will never forget you for you have been the bestest friend i have ever had. you have been staying with me for the longest time ever. you have been helping me through everything.

i need to stop now. i need to stop writing about you as tears have been falling from my eyes now. i need to let you go somehow. i need to!

you will always be missed Ferrari Meron! will always be.

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