Monday, October 19, 2009

At Time Like This

At time like this, I wish I know what to do, where to start, how to do it, what to feel and how to live with it. Coz, I don't know where I have to stand, what do I have to do first. Point blank!

At time like this, I wish I'm at a place where nothing in the world matters. Totally silent!

At time like this, I wish that it was just a dream. A bad dream that appeared during my sleep. Coz truthfully, I have no idea how to deal with it. I've lost in my own translation and I'm dying for an answer. I need help. But I don't know who to ask to.

I need peace. I need love. I need .........................

I need to get myself fixed. I need to get everything under control. I need to let everything out. I do not need to keep everything to myself. I do not need to think about it anymore. It already happened; and there is nothing that I can do to turn back the time. I need strength. I need courage. I need to focus again. I need to stay positive again. I need to see things on a bigger prospective. Coz I have a life to live.

But I don't know how?!

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