Saturday, May 9, 2009

hari ini dalam sejarah.

"i'm no married, i have no master. but i am the queen of my people. i am me" - Queen Elizabeth I


she has proven the world that no man can stand above her in the name of power. she has also proven that without constituency, no matter in what form, nothing is....permanent. and the world begins soon after.


i'm not here reviewing her powerfulness. i don't read history nor to take the initiative in understanding them and i'm afraid that i might write down some incorrect informations about her, during her colonial years. but i think at some point, she has made people like me, the faithless people to start to have faith in our own selves again. to have the beliefs in life regarless of all the circumstances.

but that is not just it.

looking to what has currently happened to my own country, i must say that i'm nothing but shameful and sort of have this kind of disrespect to most of the leader. i don't think they ever deserve to call themselves as pemimpin or being the rakyat's representatives. very shameful.

there are families who are living under an open roof, without proper shelter and have left unauthorized but all that they could think of is fighting for their own shits and craps.

very disappointing.

kalau seorang wanita yang mempunyai sejarah keluarga yang tidaklah begitu membanggakan tetapi masih mampu menjadi seorang pemimpin yang sekurang-kurangnya mewujudkan revolusi dunia walaupun mendapat tentangan sesetengah golongan berjaya meninggikan martabat negaranya, apa yang akan berlaku kepada negara yang telah dijajah, dijuangkan oleh rakyatnya, mengaku mengamalkan demokrasi tetapi tidak dipimpin oleh orang yang sangat tidak berkebolehan? demokrasi apa jadah ntah!

for fuck sake, tidak ada sesiapa pun yang mahu dijajah semula.

even when i'm in the midst of being very disappointing with myself for still being unemployed which obviously is my fault for not looking for it yet, i'm uberly, extremely disappointing to see, watch and listen things that have happened in my own country.

i have not register myself in SPR yet but i know who am i going to vote next. very very disappointing. belum sampai sebulan you've been pointed as the head of this country but you've caused soo much chaos and all that you are doing, is just sit upon your asses down.

sangat memalukan.

No comments: